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Rachel
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Hello everybody, I'm 22 and I live inside my imagination. Apart from art, I like computer games, music and dancing.

I believe that deep down, inside each and every one of us, we have the ability to do amazing things, but we each have to learn how to channel our creative energy into something special...
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Take courage small heart by RevanREK
Take courage small heart
Just a little doodle, done in my sketchbook with sharpies.

Its funny how you can find inspiration in the most challenging of days...
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When you lose the rock that keeps you tethered,
that’s when ties of love are severed.
Then you feel there’s nothing more to give,
and you’ve no more reasons left to live.

That’s when you discover
how alone we really are,
And there’s no one there to help you,
or to guide you from afar.

Your voice is but a solitary,
whisper on the night
Yet here you are still standing,
praying for a light.

Tonight

We are but small hearts
under a big sky

Don’t deny

You are but one man
trying to survive

Just wonder why

You didn’t need me like I needed you,

When I wanted it, you never wanted to.

Yet now it’s over, I feel no closure.

I was always alone,
All along.
Small Heart
Well these lyrics don't go to any particular song or music, just something that fell out of my brain the other night and I had to share. :)
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Where is this person that I talk to?
Where does the voice come from?
When I’m alone in the dark?
The Silence is so loud

The wind whistles through the open window
But my Silence drowns out the sound.
As in my mind we go skipping through sun-bleached fields
My Silence and I

My silence is as rude as he is funny
Making me giggle as he tickles my toes
He cares not for his reputation, nor for money
he does as he pleases as he comes and goes
My Silence and I

He’s loud, obnoxious and says what everyone’s thinking.
But yet I never know what is truly on his mind
What is the next plan that he’s scheming?
Always moving onto the next mischief he can find
My Silence and I

Please sit with me, my Silence
Whisper sweet nothings in my ear
Hold me, embrace my nonsense.
Blur my vision, make the wold unclear
My Silence and I

Never forgot me when I’m down,
Laugh with me when I smile
No matter my mood, always stay around
To be my comfort and my style
My Silence and I

As a streetlight cuts through the night
Break through the darkness in my head
help my body to shine bright
All the way to the end, when I’m dead
My Silence and I

My silence and I have a special relationship
A combined connection, correction, a symmetry, chemistry?
Lightning bolts and sparks start the fire
and we’re ablaze, in a hazy daze, Crazy?
My Silence and I

Silence, don’t ever stop talking to me,
Never stifle your sound,
the imaginary voice that I never see
Because you’re nowhere to be found
My Silence and I

As I push people further from me
I hold onto my Silence harder
People start to leave me to ‘just be’
But somehow this just makes me sadder

I will always have my Silence
Who needs them anyway?
I’m healthy right?
Don’t judge me.
Just let me share
My Silence with you
My Silence
Sometimes I just wish everyone would leave me alone, alone with only Silence as company.
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As I look
Into the book of my life
I see a young woman
She’s kneeling on cold concrete
Her knees bleeding into the filth
Scarred
Scared

She doesn’t know where she’s been
Or where she’s going
Lost
A single, solitary soul
Alone

All around her the lies are closing in
A group of shadowy figures surrounding her
Mocking
Laughing and pointing
As they stab her over
and over again

She can’t get up
The weight of living is too great
She falls to the floor
Face covered in mud
and tears
so many tears

She’s given her all
There’s nothing left to give
But her best in not good enough
it’s never good enough

The lying figures
Are never satisfied
They won’t stop until she’s broken
Until she joins them
or ends it

She tries to hold onto her innocence
that sweet delusion
That everything will be fine
Why?
Because if that faith trembles and falters
She will never start again
An engine that is forever tired
and who knows when it will break again
It could be today
Tomorrow?

The fragile woman looks up at me
tearstained face longing
begging me to end it for her
to fade away
If only it where that simple

The pain in her eyes is hidden
Behind the smile on her face
Through cracked lips she laughs
The jokes masking the truth
One lonely soul
Longing to escape the shackles of life.
Lonely Soul
A small look into the feelings surrounding my old relationship.
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I like being alone
Being solitary
Always friendly
But pushing away the people who get too close
To avoid the pain
To live in the wonder world
That my mind creates
To appreciate the basic human senses
And deep heartfelt emotion
To bask in the nights warmth
And the life in my imagination
The tears on my cheeks
Only display a minute amount of what I’m feeling
Inside there’s so much more
Indescribable sorrow
And muddled thoughts
Rampant emotions
The need for escape…
Now and forever….

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Journal Entry: Tue Sep 25, 2012, 10:09 AM


Right well, in a strange kind of way, this is an apology to all my watchers, and anyone who has tried to contact me in these past few months. Firstly our internet went down for ages and there was a whole fiasco where Bt said we didn't have an account but we where still paying for it, the stupid thing was my dad forgot his password so... they sent him an email, but of course he couldn't get on the internet... do'h anyway after a long lengthy battle with the completely useless people on the other end of the phone, some of which even hung up on us, we managed to get it all working again. Since then I've found myself spending most of my time on the xbox trying to conquer dark souls and trying not to get overly frustrated. So I haven't really been on devainart in ages and now my inbox is overflowing, I will try and reply to as much as possible but I apologise now if I miss anything important. :)

As to my artistic development, (that sounded quite technical didn't it :D) I haven't done much recently, I want to finish that picture of shep and garrus and then put aside fanart for a while but I just haven't been in the right mood for art really, still been feeling ill and down I just don't seam to be able to decide what I want to do with my life, one thing's for sure though, I don't want to be stuck being a cleaner all my life. I know I've got to grow up eventually and make a decision and just run with it because otherwise I'm just going to go nowhere and end up regretting every second of my life.

So yeah, I'm in a philosophical mood today, lucky me... -_-



CSS by~ RachelTheFox
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Reading: the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy again.
  • Watching: top gear
  • Playing: Dark Souls
  • Eating: Rich tea biscuits
  • Drinking: Tea and dunking biscuits

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wowplayer00 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014
Happy Birthday :D
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ArtWolfTK Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2013  Student General Artist
Hello!
Thanks for the llama!
Here's one back!
Have a wonderful day!~
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Happy Birthday to you! :D
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hey Happy Birthday! :party:
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Happy early birthday! :la: I hope it's a great one for you. :party: :cake:
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